Thank you girls

I really do not think I could bare leaving Rose with somebody I don;t really know. Plus I am now just starting to really enjoy being a mummy and taking care of her.
I am praying that we can work it out that we can afford for me not to go back.Sadly we rent so that is a problem but I would carry on renting for a few more years of it meant I could bring Rose up.
I do worry what people will say as I worry they will think I am being lazy not going back but I know it can be hard work looking after a little one all day which some people just do not get,
K xx