am so peed off

well we had a phone call to day from pauls ex and she has told us layla pauls daughter is pregnant well it was like a slap in the face of someone had kicked me in the head

i have never been like this about someone eles beeing pregnant but i have told paul i dont want anythink to do with her anymore 

it really gets to me how kids like her can get pregnant at a drop of a hat and then ther are people like me that would love the chance to have a baby and cant why is the world so crule 

it has really got me down and i really dont no how to pick myself up from this 

paul has cought on to how am feeling but i cant talk to him about it as he dont no what it is like for me its ok for him he has kids but i dont 

sorry i prob oyund really selfish to you all i will stop now

sorry to go on jade 

your not selfish jade, when i had millie i was annoyed at kids that get pregnant and have full term healthy babies, dont feel bad about the way you feel babe xxxx

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its so hard as she is my step daughter and i dont want to upset paul he is pi**** of as it is 

well got to get a test tomorrow as still not come on but that ios the least of my worrys as paul is like a time bomb waiting to go of at the min

thank you 

I dont think you sound selfish Jade, it must be so frustrating and upsetting for you.

 What has paul said?x

Oh hun im so sorry that this has been thrown in your face,its not nice and cant be easy.

I can see why you don't want to talk to her at all.

You will have your day hun,all the best.xx

Hi Jade,

Like the others have said it is not selfish of you to be feeling like this. Your time will come, you just have to ride this storm.

Take care, xx

hi am feeling a bit better today but and its a big but paul spoke to his ex today ar shall i say argued with her and she is say that she is going to have an abortion well am sorry that has mad things wores as i think she is wronge for doinfg this yes i think she is to young and inmatuar but to get rid of a baby that could be perfecly fine is really se4lfish or is it just me cuz of the situation am in sorry to keep going on but i feel you lot are the only ones i can talk to at the mo and keep me sain

jade

Hi Jade,

Gosh I dont blame you for being upset - its crap isnt it - one of the girls at work is 6months pregnant and doesnt know we're ttc but she likes to show us her bump etc - she fell first month typicly! grrrr

Sorry to hear that she has decided to have a abortion - at the end of the day its each persons decision and to be fair 15 is very young for a child - for her it might just be the right thing to do at the moment - it'll be hard but I think you'll just need to support whatever decision she makes.

As the girls have said - this is one storm you'll just have to ride out and i'm sure it wont be long till you get your BFP!!

try 4 next month lol how are you

4 years! gosh thats along time Jade - sorry thought it was 2 - maybe a break is a good option for now - you never know all this stress over four years might be stopping you -

i'm good thanks

Perhaps a break and putting less pressure on yourself would do the trick Jade!

I have friends who tried for years only to get pregnant when they decided to give up and spend their savings on very expensive holidays and luxuries!!!

Your step daughter has to do what is right for her, at the end of the day she is the one who has to live with her decision!!

Your time will come!