haven't been as bad this weekend

As you know the weekends are the hardest for me as i know he's with slut bag. but this weekend has been to bad, i seem to have got through it well.

think my little out burst last week helped mind lol

things between me and him are still werid, he's still trying to "be there for me" even thou i said he's not there.

been talking about me moving on, told him that i want my money off him on friday next week cos i need it to go out on sat night to a party. he asked who i was going with. i told him my friend david. so he said if i sleep with david i'll feel used, heartbroken, cheap and worthless! i said davids got a girl friend and hes not a nob like you! he told me it'll all in in tears for me and david!!!!

thing is with david, we've been mates for 8.5years now, i was mates with david before i was even with ray! so what the hells he going on about? davids like my funky soal brother who cheers me up when nob heads like him break my heart, in fact for the past 8 years of being with ray, every time he's broke my heart davids cheered me up (but he also think's i should of binned him the 1st time he hurt my feelings 7.5 years ago)

anyway roll on next week end cos i'm going out, even if it's for coke in the local for the neighbours birthday lol

David sounds like just the friend that you (and everyone!) needs. 

Ray really does want his cake and eat it doesn't he?!?!  Cheeky b*****d. 

I'm so glad that you feel better this weekend.  Just think how good you'll feel next weekend and then the next and then the next.

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Glad this weekend has been better for you. The party sounds like just what you need and your friend sounds lovely.

All i have to say about ray is what a C**K!!

Kristy so glad that the weekends are now getting better for you!

As you already know not to listen to Ray - hes just being a wally! (nowt new there) and  by the sounds of it this David will be around for years to come

Hope you have a good time next Friday

Kristy, David sounds lovely and its ashame he's just a friend. You need a man just like him who will treat you with the respect you deserve and then you'll realise what a twat Ray is and always will be.

Glad you are sounding stronger and more positive, and like Sally says, it will get even better as the weeks go by.

Also Sarah, you summed him up very well

Lol Sarah, i was going to say he was a c**k too!!!!

Glad this weekend's been better for you hun, you're doing an amazing job looking after 3 lo's!!

David sounds like a great friend, just what you need right now. Ray obviously doesn't understand that you can have a male friend without feeling the need to jump into bed with him, but then he is just a c**k!!!!

GO Kristy

Your mate david sounds the real saint in being there for you when your down.

Have a fab time at the wk end.