Sorry grace,
having two isn't that bad and not a bad as some people make out.
Was just catching up on my other posts and i read your's,no i dont think your mad if you want another one as long as you think your ready.
My elder sister has 4 boys,10,7,6,2half,and my younger sister had 3boys 6,4,2.
All depends on the age gap you want.
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