Hi, congratulations, I have three children now, with the first I had only been seeing my partner for 7 weeks and I was living in france (all is good and we are still together) I was all alone, my mum is dead and I had no one to talk to and like you I was terrified, all I can say is that the body is a wonderful thing and your will look after you and lead the way if you trust it, just feed it what it needs! I spent 9 months talking to my baby, telling it my worries and concerns, which pretty soon changed to telling it about the world, what I was excited about etc, by the time Martha screamed her way into the world I felt like she was an old friend and any fears of not bonding never arose...I can only say that you are embarking on a great adventure, this is what your body was made for, savour every minute, I would have a hundred pregnancies if I had the room and money to cope afterwards! congratulations, everyone on this site is bound to tell you how great it is because we all adore our children, but look after yourself, trust yourself and take one day at a time.
