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30/03/2014 at 23:22
Hi all. Well as title says I have just found out today that I am pregnant. I can only be very early stages.
I am panicking as I already have 4 children 8,6,4 and my youngest has only just turned 5 months old. Me and my partner have been using condoms and obviously something has gone wrong with those.
I had an awful pregnancy with my last one as am 35 and kept thinking I was going to have miscarrige, then still birth and i hated every moment of it also i was really ill.I dont live with my partner and really dont think I could cope at all and have been looking into abortion but don't know if I could go through with it.
Also which I know sounds horrible but i couldn't cope with what people would think of me as I already get comments from people, not nasty but like how do you cope and haven't you got your hands full etc and then to have another one so soon after my last i can see the gossips and the whispers and because i suffer with anxiety and depression this would effect me alot.
I just don't know what to do as i know I wouldnt be able to cope with the pregnancy but don't think I could go through with an abortion.Apart of me wants to have it as at being 35 now would be the last chance for me but then I said that about my last one.
I keep asking myself how could I be so stupid but we thought we were going to be safe as was using protection. Dawn
01/04/2014 at 05:54
firstly im on number 4 and would happily have a fithits crossed my mind that people may judge me but who cares!! sod them!!
you do need to do whats best for you and your family hun.
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