And I'm peed off about it 
I was doing so well having given up the booze at home. It was a major part of my weight loss. However since my sister has moved in & our lives are up in the air, I've had almost a bottle of wine every night this week 
I know we are doing the right thing having her with us but it's hard. I come in from work and the house is a tip, kids running around everywhere - hypo & playing when at 7pm it should be winding down time for bed. 3 nights this week I've walked in from work and had to do the kids bedtime; bath, pjs, story bed. For all 3 of them. My sister just sits on her phone or potters about doing stuff that can be done once the kids are asleep. Because she's sleeping in the lounge / dining room our kitchen is pretty much out of bounds once the kids are in bed cos we're scared to wake them up. I can't seem to concentrate on any TV, I'm stuggling to have a conversation with H, I've not seen the girls properly in days let alone my baby, H & I haven't even caught up and discussed my new job, and I'm on the wine to try and help me relax.
I don't know what I'm trying to say here, I'm upset at myself for drinking at home, but equally I feel I need the wine to help me unwind. It won't be forever and we're doing the right thing, I know we are. My H has been a bloody diamond throughout it all as well. But I'm just a bit flat I spose.