I turn 30 next week

a few months ago I was in a major rush to get pregnant but it's out of my hands now and I've come to terms with that.
I also checked out private prices for icsi I'd be looking at around ??5000 a cycle (if you know the clinic your going to you can usually get a price list on their web site)
I may be able to have iui (bit of a long story there)but that still costs around ??1000 a go
I don't want to stop living to pay for a bfp just yet so we're having a holiday instead. If I'm no further this time next year then I may start to save. We just needed something to look forward to after the year we've had.