Thanks all.
Windy- its back to clinic for referral to another centre as mine doesn't do ivf. I'm under no allusions this'll be quick. But you know what? Private referral seems more and more appealing. Just need to win lottery now..
I'm going to try and chill. You never know, but all this emotion might mean my af's on the way
I think I've figured out why I'm so upset now. I've got a load of events this summer. Weddings, family parties etc. And after drilling, seeing fertility specialist, clomid, I just thought I'd be pregnant or a mum by then. The current state of affaires is just not where I thought I'd be.
Thanks again guys. It means alot that you bother to try and make me feel better.
Kx