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Long term TTC & infertility
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25/06/2012 at 05:47
I Wish It Didn’t Bother MeI wish it didn’t bother meBut in the depths of my heart and soul it does.I long to be a mother And to hold my child closeTo pick out namesToys and clothesI want to show a baby love so true and dearTo hug and kiss and cuddle withI wish it didn’t bother meTo see all my friends and familyBeing a Mommy or expectingGoing to showers Seeing Maternity PhotosIt is heart breaking to knowThat I will never experience itYea I can adoptBut it’s really not the same.I wish it didn’t bother meI want to feel the kicksI want know what it is likePeople say I am luckyBut I disagreeThe heartbreak one feelsBeing unable to bear childrenIt is indescribableI wish it didn’t bother me But it doesTo try and tell the guy you loveThat you are unable to give himChildren of his ownWhat if he can’t handle itHe can’t accept that you’re damaged goodsWhat if he leaves you for a new girlOne that can give him kidsIt is a cruel fate That I wouldn’t wish Even on my worst of enemiesSometimes I just need to cryI need someone to confide inBut despite their greatest effortsThey just don’t understandI wish it didn’t bother meBut unfortunately it does~ Nicole Richardson 6/24/2012
30/10/2012 at 18:45
Hope you dont mind, thought Id have a go myself, to be honest sometimes writing about it sometimes helps x
6 months of trying, 6 months of tears
hearing the ticking, time increasing your fears
12 months roll by you beg for some help
angry and sad at the hand you were dealt
Everywhere you look, bumps seem to be
you find your self screaming inside, should be me!
All you see are those people, the ones who just fall
the ones who dont seem to try much at all.
Too many doctors, needles and tubes
try it this way, use this, dont use lube.
another 12 months we wed go away
keep hoping it will happen for us someday
Two years gone by , unexplained they have said
relax and forget, get out of your head
In time it will happen wait one more year
I nod and try to hold back that tear
People keep asking when will it be?
Dont you want beautiful kids like me?
Weren't you just married? Don't your age matter?
I tell myself, its just mindless natter.
"Dont leave it too long, you'll run out of time,
kids are hassle, you can have mine"
so next time before you comment or talk
take your foot from your mouth, turn around, take a walk!
hope you like it x
04/11/2012 at 19:38
13/11/2012 at 19:46
thank you, I had a very young girl (21) tell me she couldnt believe I hadnt just got pregnant after getting married, that she wouldnt want to wait, when her partner and her get married next year thats it! I wanted to hit her and Im not usually violent
18/12/2012 at 21:21
hi all im needing abit help i have been told i cant concieve naturally im hoping u guys can help me...both me and my partner are wanting a short poem for a tattoo realating to this can any1 help thanks so much
01/01/2013 at 22:04
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09/01/2013 at 21:32
17/01/2013 at 14:06
Gosh those poems are wonderful and I admit they bough a tear to my eye. I'm going to copy them and print them off as I'm sure my sister in laws brother and his wife will appreciate it - they are considering IVF too.
Thank you for posting them!
17/01/2013 at 17:01
Leanne, unfortunately for that girl (21) even though she plans not to wait, God might make her wait. There are things we can't control and we have to trust that He knows best. I loved your poem.
22/04/2013 at 17:10
I have battled through this journey of infertility for 12 years. At first with "unexplained" infertility and then later discovering that both my tubes are now blocked and without the help of IVF (already had our 2 NHS cycles....and can't afford private) will never become a mum.
Today, I wrote this poem and intend to have a goodbye ceremony to the children I will never have. I hope that this helps some of you too:
Good Night Sweet Angel
Although I never saw your face,
And you never felt my warm embrace,
My desire for you is so strong and so real,
How can it be? This love that I feel,
For someone who will never be,
Yet the love I feel is real to me.
We tried so hard to make you appear,
We battled sadness, sorrow and fear.
For twelve long years you’ve been my dream,
But it’s time to let you go it would seem.
So here is a promise that I make to you,
The love that I feel, so strong and so true,
I’ll share it with others, be loving and giving
You may not have existed, but your memory is living.
Each kind word, each smile, each good deed I do,
Know that they’re from the love that’s for you.
I’ll carry you with me, but only in joy,
No more tears for my girl or my boy.
And now I must thank you for making me stronger,
The journey’s been tough but my heart aches no longer.
Now that we’ve realised that you weren’t meant to be,
Let us be kind and set ourselves free.
I know that I did all I could do
Good night my sweet angel, I’ll always love you
22/04/2013 at 17:27
p.s I just wanted to wish you all luck on your journey's. Just because it wasn't meant for me, does not mean that it's not meant for you. Be strong, remember it's ok to cry if you need to and I send all of you positive thoughts to get you to where you need to be x
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