Hi all. Just needing somewhere to put down my feelings - no need for any replies. Just been told that hubby's cousin is pregnant to a guy she has been dating since Christmas (he lives a plane journey away from her). His family are not happy at all, although hers are over the moon. I'm trying my best to be positie about it - she has been single a long time, and met him on the internet and is soooo happy with him, so it's a good thing. I just wish it was me

. I got my first peak on my monitor today and we have BDd (hubby is nightshift :P), but I just haven't felt any PMA at all this month.
We have our first infertility appointment next month and I have a horrible feeling at the back of my mind that it's going to be a long journey with no real answers for us.