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Miscarriage & pregnancy loss
16/03/2013 at 23:36
hi im new on here but would love it if someone could help as im sinking,, i will start with nov 2011 i had a mc at 6 weeks, july 2012 another mc at 6 weeks..then in october found out i was pregnant,, i went for early scans at 5 weeks,7weeks and 9 weeks due to a large cyst i have,,all was well untill december 12 i was rushed to hospital,,i was on deaths door, rushed to surgery,,,turned out to be a very bad ectopic with the loss of my left tube,,i was really ill.2 days later went for a scan and baby number 2 was ok,,they told us it was a heterotopic pregnancy, it only happens to 1 in 30,000,,,i went home feeling very lucky and to look forward to my 12 week scan on 28/12/12,,,,,that scan didnt go very well,they found a large cystic hygroma, i had to go for tests and more scans a week later at a better hospital,,,the CH had doubled is size and they also found hydrops,,,and was told that my baby had NO chance, it will die inside me.....after all we had been through i could'nt take much more,,,,,i delivered our baby at 14 weeks,,it was the worst thing every.we sent our baby for testing to find out just what happened to him/her
it is the first thing i think about when i wake and the last i think of at night.
i cry every day
i want my baby back
17/03/2013 at 11:54
17/03/2013 at 21:53
17/03/2013 at 22:59
19/03/2013 at 19:19
Im really sorry you had to experince this. I know its hard right now but I also hope that one day you receive the blessing you so deserve.
29/03/2014 at 19:16
dansam, my baby has cystic hygroma and also an omphalocele which means its abdominal organs are developing outside its body. the ch is huge, it covers my babys neck shoulders and back right down to the tiny bottom. i too have been referred for more tests and detailed scan on tuesday to find out more. i know deep down i will lose this baby as that black shadow which was enveloping my baby was just SO BIG!!!! i pray for a miracle but i KNOW on Tuesday my world is going to cave in and i will feel even more lost than i do now. i pray you're still on here hun and that you're ok. i know how you feel, I've already had seven misscarriages and this will be my eigth lost baby, this hurts so much more than the misscarriages as i know my baby is growing and has a heartbeat and alli can do is wait for him or her to die. it is literally sould destroying hun, my heart goes out to u. this shouldn't happen, why?? i just wan to know why? I'm sure you will feel the same and I'd love to share and support hun. xxxxx
29/03/2014 at 21:37
30/03/2014 at 00:20
hope you're ok dansam and have managed to find some peace after your loss xxxxx
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