Thanks for the lovely replies ladies!
I feel terrible about ranting like that but there's not really anyone i can say these things to without them being rude. I know the way i feel seems irrational to those who haven't been through it but i just can't help it!
You're more than welcome here Rainbow, i like you pregnant ladies popping back, reminds me of the light at the end.
I can totally relate to how you feel even though i'm not pg yet! We're trying again but i still cry for the baby i lost and no new baby will replace the one i lost! It's just so bloody unfair!
I hope everthings ok with your little bubba hun, i do try and pop into DID and check on you all

And buckets of babydust to you Muffin! When i announced my pregnancy,one of OH's friends said she couldn't be happy for me because she was too jealous!!She keeps saying she wanted to be the first. She joked it off but i was shocked! Then i lost my baby so she got what she wanted!
I really hope you get your BFP soon hun!
Lots of love both
xxx