Oh dear hun,
not at all what anyone least of all you wanted to hear

I REALLY hope that Charlie is okay and fighting on strong just like his mummy
It doesnt sound awful that you don't want to be moved to a hospital miles away from home and the love and support you have from your OH and Daughter that sounds perfectly normal! Yeah it's hard having a toddler but only because your one person and two people need you desparately and you need them and you have to share yourself out! Abby will sense that you need her in her own way and thats probly why she is being so good for you and shes hyper like all biddies are =D
GOSH is an amazing hospital but also somewhere no-one wants to end up cos it means your baby is ill but hun at least he is in the best hands there and although you will be in a strange place alone with Charlie in an unfamiliar and not a very comfy bed at least you know your being an amazing mummy and that your son is getting the best treatment possible! One day you will look back at this hard time and it will all have been worth it! It's heartbreaking that you have to leave Abby and your OH i really think that in these circumstances there should be allowances made and a place for the family to stay too!
All i can say is that you are an amazingly strong lady and a fabulous ,mummy

Hopefully on the ward when your settled you will be able to socialise with other mums and babies and make some friends who know what your going thorugh a lot more than we ever could and can offer you some support not the same as your family but at least something and the doctors and nurses are so specialist there too and im sure they will help support you! We are always here for you too all thinking of you, your OH, Abby and baby Charlie at an incredibly difficult time! I hope that you get an explanation and prognosis sharpish once you get there and hopefully your stay wont be too long.....
I think its great your going to have a weekend with Abby i think you need it as much as Abby does something to think of when your with charlie and you can look forward to days out like that with charlie when he's better
Will watch out for your updates as and when you can hun and as Lizzie says your inner strength will get you through your a mummy and were made of tough stuff
Will have you in my thoughts and prayers every day hun and Abby n Charlie too
Much love to you and all the family.....
Eve, Sam, Ella, Ruby & Bump
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