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12/12/2013 at 23:54
well im off for another scan tomorrow now instead of the 18th december due to passing 3 large blood clots and iv been bleeding since monday.
it started of very pale pink but today has got worse and iv even had to wear a thick pad, i feel so ashamed and i feel iv let my partner down yet again!
the midwife i spoke to told me not to get my hopes up that it sounds like another m/c.
i keep looking at my scan pic from last week and thinking why me! 2 m/c in 6 months this is killing me.
i just wanted this time to be different and to give my partner and son another member of the family, i know m partner is upset as well and worried but i feel like its my fault, his done his job yet its my body f**king it up!
i feel like i want to run away and hide from the world, i must be some real bad person or sh*t mother for this to happen to me twice, but i also know iv got to stay strong for my son and my partner.......
its a crule world and mother nature is really taking it out on the good people here!!!
13/12/2013 at 07:11
Babes don't feel like it's ur fault. Mother Nature is cruel and there's no justice in the world n I'm so sorry u have to go thru this all again. We're all here to support u chick and so is your partner, no one blames u so please please don't feel that way. ur not a bad person n ur a great mum n an amazing strong lady. Plz keep us posted, thinking of u xxx
13/12/2013 at 11:08
thank you LH86 i to cant believe im having to go through this again and so soon after my last m/c, bleeding this morning is back to light pale pink again, feel so sick today just waiting for other half to get home then its off to hospital we go xxx
13/12/2013 at 11:25
Good luck honey I'm praying for u n lil bean x
13/12/2013 at 12:21
Same as LH, praying for good news for you. Am so sorry this is happening, it is a cruel world but am thinking of you. Xxx
13/12/2013 at 13:37
Oh Sarah hun, you poor thing. Its not over yet, I've seen many ladies say that they went through some awful bleeding and clots passed, and still came home with their baby, so please please dont give up just yet until you get your scan.
And if it is bad news, please dont blame yourself - you do everything you can to look after yourself and that little bean, and your partner will never think you are letting him down - he'll be more worried about you and how he can help you to get through this - you dont need to be strong the whole time, let him take care of you.
I know its difficult, but I really hope you get the answers you need tomorrow.
Thinking of you and keeping everything crossed for you.
13/12/2013 at 18:01
13/12/2013 at 19:38
hello ladies looks like im still in with a glimmer of hope!
there is a heart beat! and im around 6 weeks and 3/4 days, im still bleeding and sadly they could give me a reason why im bleeding, got another scan on the 23rd of december little yokie has changed to a peanut and is fighting strong!
thank you for all your support xxx im still in super shock both me and other half thought we were out again!
13/12/2013 at 19:46
Hi sarah so pleased to read your last post , fab news , bleeding is always a worry but can be caused by so many things , looks like you have a real little fighter in there , must take after his/her mum , take it easy n like the other girls say let your oh look after you , sending you a big hug , stay positive and put your feet up x x x
13/12/2013 at 19:57
Yay fantastic news. What a rollercoaster of emotions!x
13/12/2013 at 20:18
thank you girls xx
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