I had the most amazing day yesterday - i heard flumps heartbeat for the very first time and it was amazing.

Today i am bawling my eyes out!!!! If it was the twin pregnancy i woud have been starting mat leave today. I feel so lucky to have flump but the mixed emotions of my babies that i lost are getting to me more at the moment. God this is tough x

Sending you an enormous hug.
H.xxx

Big hugss. Hope you are ok . xxx

(((((((((((hugs))))))))))))

I completely understand that there are conflicting feelings of happiness and sadness there. It's ok to feel both at once. Of course you are going to be overjoyed at hearing flump's hb (that is amazing!) but at the same time it's bound to bring back the thoughts of what would have been and what happened.

Just think of your twins living on in your new little flump and how everything that's happened has brought you to this happy place of being pregnant with flump.

Love NN xxx




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Oh hunny - i know its hard but you must try not to remember those 'dates'...i threw my old calendar away when i mc as i had worked out everydate and wrote it on there!!

P.s. its ok to cry -its only natural and healthy my love xxx