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20/09/2017 at 22:48
Firstly some background iv been with oh 13 years have 4 children and im 19 weeks with number 5!! we lost our first pregnancy at 13 weeks our first child had a heart problem the letter with a surgery date put me into early Labour with our second she was born healthy. Our son (3rd) was early and extremely sick with hib at birth and we nearly lost him but thankfully the medical staff brought him back. The Labour was 20 minutes and with his poorly condition I went into shock. Our youngest was in scbu for a week after being born at 37 weeks . This pregnancy was not planned but an abortion isn't something I'd even have considered so here we are at 19 weeks. My mood is so low I know hormones don't help but some days I wish it would all end I don't want to wake up. I couldn't harm myself as in effect I'd be killing the baby. I know I sound crazy. I feel crazy! But I don't know what to do or where to turn.
22/09/2017 at 08:02
Please go and see your doctor or midwife team and explain how you are feeling. They re best placed to get you the support you need
22/09/2017 at 09:15
Hi Jaysink,We're really sorry to read your post and hear you're feeling so low. As Becks2907 says, you might need a little more help from your midwife or GP - please, please do try and see them as soon as you can and tell them, if you can, how you've told us how you are feeling. It won't be the first time they would have hear this, and hopefully they can offer you some extra support.
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