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10/03/2016 at 16:21
I just had to have a vent... I'm really struggling this 2ww to stay positive. I'm about 10dpo, been testing since 7dpo with bfn's
I had a disappearing line on a FR on 7dpo - the first second line i've ever seen on one and it lasted long enough for me to get very excited that I'd finally done it! Looked back 20 minutes later and it had completely dried to nothing. Nothing at all, not even a hint of a line there. I took another one and it was BFN. I've been so frustrated and heartbroken ever since.
This month is the first month we've had really good timing BDing every 2-3 days all month and so far I haven't had any signs that AF is on her way whereas I normally would at least have cramps by now.
I've had boobs that are tender, more so than normal everyday and I've been feeling very tired in the evenings wanting bed by about 7.30 which is very unlike me.
Today I've felt like I've just been crying hysterically all day - in other words, tired/drained and almost at peace! It's a very weird feeling considering I haven't cried once today or even felt close to!
Anyway, I'm desperately trying not to SS but it's so hard when I'm convinced that this month was a great shot and I haven't had any AF signs...
How do you all deal with this torture of not knowing? And being anxious that AF could be just around the corner every time regardless of symptoms or lack of? It's really getting me down today :( :(
10/03/2016 at 21:27
You just have to wait, testing early can bring a whole load of heart ache with faint lines and the chance of chemical pregnancy
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