i couldnt settle this morn, was feeling so blue as hubbie just busy as usual,nice wee schedule going on.know he busy but it would be nice to have five mins.i rounded on him yesterday and rambled but i think my body just being a cow after all only a few days since mc.my boobs still giving off preg symtoms and i cry so easily.no wonder its still mainly women who work in an epu unit.it truely makes a difference to talk to understanding people.i proberbly was a pig to my hubbie but maybe i try make it up tonight.i just miss him at mo.gosh im such a whiner these days.but i hope some of you have good news for us today it would brighten us up.xxxxgood luck girls xxxxx

Aw hun I am so sorry you are having a rough time, I know this won't help much but it really does get easier you will start to have rough patches insted of good patches. In the meantime what helped me in the short term was writing and in the long term finding something else to distract me. Hope you find your something and we are here for you to whinge to whenever you need us xxx

Hi there,
So sorry you are having such an awful time at the moment. I'm sure your hubby will understand - it is there job to be there for us to abuse them when we need to! And after my mc I hated my OH being away, even when he went to the loo I felt alone - so I bet you're really feeling it if he's away a lot. Like socks says it definitely does get easier but the first days are awful. Writing things down really did help me - even just reading other people's messages helps as it is comforting to know that people are going through the same thing as you are.
Take care, Kristen xx

thanks ladies,what a difference some loving makes.my hubbie and kids and myself had a great weekend together.we went to an art class with kids (brill )then went to the beach for a walk i havnt laughed so much in ages.then we took em to the cinema,hannah montana was actually quite funny.the hubbie and ds went to monsters versus aliens .and better yet the eldest girl got a wee summer job in a hairdressers so she delighted.so its like a light switch i feel great today and got my pma back.it did the whole family the world of good to have a laugh.hope you all get some good news soon xxxxxx