Thanks again all who have replied. I am feeling less alone and abnormal! Im on CD4 od my cycle so still have AF blues

but hoping to get some pma back. Angel100 I think I have been so consumed this month that I will give CBFM a miss this month. I am exactly the same as you, I dont like the lack of control i have with ttc!!! We just have to let go though and let nature take its course.....easier said than done!!!