how comsuming ttc is!!!!!

This is the first month or ttc our second and I stupidly did an early test at 9dpo (the test a a 10miu and did say that it could pick up a BFP from 7dpo) and suprise suprise it was BFN.

i know that i'm not out until AF arrives, but deep down i know we have not done it this month. Any sypmtoms i did have which lead me to test yesterday have now stopped... and with is my PMA has completley stopped.

I don't seem to be able to ttc without getting completely consumed by it! I'm really disappointed because i really don't think we have done it... and i keep reminding myself that this is only the first month of trying! But my miserable barin just does not seem to care and is just really gutted, with my long cycles god knows when ov will be next. I have preseed and CBFM for mext month but even they aren't cheering me up.

I'm so sorry to moan, i know that there are many people on here and in the world that have been having a much harder and much longer time than me ttc, but i can't seem to stop feeling sorry for myself

So now i feel selfish and gutted :\(

sorry to moan ladies... pls some one give me an slap over the web :\(

there you go chick :lol:

its alright to get mad chick thats what were here for so you can let it all out

Aww, hunny I (and lots of other ladies on here) know exactly how you feel.

Nobody tells you how hard TTC is, or how much it take sout of you and your OH. Lets just hope we're not here for long (meant in the nicest possible way as it would mean that we have our BFP's

xxx

LMAO loving the slap!!
Don't worry hun I think most of us have felt like this... I know I posted a very similar post myself!
Come here and rant my love there's usually someone around to say something encouraging... or to slap you LOL

Love it!..... Il wanna be doing the slepping when af turns up any day now for me!.....how the hell does everyone get preg?!?!? Lol