Ok! so after a real bad weekend i've decided to return - i tried to go Cold Turkey with BE but cant live without you!!

Day 37! Nothing - still - negative on Ov sticks too - just going to ride the storm!

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Hold on in there em23 got af yesterday after being 8 days late and testing bfn for 8 days(i'm a poas addict). This will be my 3rd month of ttc but will not let it get me down. Good luck and babydust. Filo x

its getting hard because i dont want to keep wasting sticks lol!!! im going to carry on with ov sticks even though i think it may be too late.... still - almost on the 10 day countdown for me!!! I feel so much better after having a real christmassy weekend not thinking about ttc.... now im back and NOT charting temperature or anything.....was a little concerned that ov stick was negative this morning as this is when i am supposed to be ovulating but hey ho bding every other day still so fingers crossed.

PMA PMA PMA

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Nice to have you back

We missed you. I know how you are feeling im having a really bad month this month cant seem to think of anything else.When is you af due? Im on day 17.

jen xx

Well it should arrive for the 16th December on a 49 day cycle - which is FOREVER away!!

I just feel so much better after have two days out - ive done three tests - friday, saturday and sunday - all negative! So its either to early or isnt happening - the best i could hope for is BFP (ppppplllllease) or an earlier af than 49 days - taking each day as it comes now ... its out of my hands now isnt it!

Its good to be back, i dont know why i was frettign so much and getting so blinking emotional - what a fruit loop - it will happen when i relax!!!!!

Just got to try and NOT TEST!!!!!!! tee hee!!

and i love reading the BFP's so im definately in a better mood than last week!

Horaay for me!

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