Thank you ALL for making me feel 'normal' ! It's nice to know I'm not alone in having these crying episodes that
feel so irrational. Considering what we've all been through/are going through they are not so irrational at all.
Kittyboo - thank you :\) Yes, am trying to keep my PMA up and remember that there is no reason why we shouldn't have done it this month!! Am feeling more positive today...especially after all that BFP dancing

Karen - thank you so, so much! You brought tears to my eyes (happy tears that somebody could say such kind things about me. Look who's being all sentimental now :lol: ) And I think your PMA has reached me - am feeling much better today! I don't think I should do any naked dancing in the garden either - one of our neighbours is a psychiatric nurse and he'd probably have me locked up in an instant!!

Lula-belle - thank you for your support. I am sorry you know how this all feels too. I understand the being scared part too. Am hoping you get a sticky BFP really soon :\)
Sharmaine - sorry you are feeling so low right now. I remember after my first mc when my 12 week scan date came around - it was awful and I was so sad. It didn't help that my MIL's response was 'you can't think like that'

I felt like screaming 'I can bloody well think how I like, I've just lost a baby for f&*ks sake!'. Of course I just smiled politely instead ;\) I hope you are feeling better soon and thanks for your understanding.
Gem - thank you so much for your kind words. I really hope 2009 is the year for us all! :\) Good luck with the counselling - I really hope it helps you. I know for me, it was just so nice to have someone to talk to who wasn't emotionally involved and who wouldn't make stupid insensitive comments!
Socks - thank you for listening and being supportive. You hit the nail on the head - you have your down time and then you pick yourself up and get on with it. We have to don't we? All the ladies here and so amazingly strong and although I hate the heartache we've all been through I am proud to know such wonderful, positive women! :\)
Take care everyone, NN xx