Hi all.. I lost my baby on the 15th feb at 8 weeks I went for a scan after having pink CM from the 8th feb  but went to epau after a referal from my doc on the 15th as they originally thought it may be due to thrush, I then started bleeding heavily during my scan.. We started trying on the 2nd March after I spotted a clear egg white CM and although I wanted to wait until after next period I just went for it in the hope that I was ovulating and already I have pregnancy symptoms. I know this has nothing to do with the old pregnancy as my hcg levels had gone back to 0. I have sore breasts, nausea, frequent urination and  feel dizzy occasionally... With my last pregnancy I got a positive result 5 days before my Period was due.. I had sickness, frequent urination, bad lower back pains, headaches, very sore breasts and all of that started only 3 days after conception. I'm extra sensitive and have known with all of my children within days of conception and then felt mad when trying to convince my partner that I was pregnant with no medical evidence just a hunch.. I was always right so now he tends to believe me after 6 lol.. What worries me this time is maybe after such a loss could I be imagining my symptoms? As they aren't as strong as last time. I'm unsure when to do a test too as I'm not sure of my dates at all.

Sorry to hear of your m/c momsix (sending big hugs) xxx

On the other hand arent you more fertile after having a baby or a m/c? So you never know x

I hope so Janey.. woke this morning feeling nauseous again.. Went docs yesterday, she said that my symptoms could be down to other hormones (progesterone and so forth) from the last pregnancy even though my hcg levels had gone back to 0.. She's booked me in for a blood test Monday to check my hcg levels, I really hope they've risen.  x

Got my monthly this morning. Not sure whether I'm happy or sad at the moment. Part of me is relieved because there was a small part of me worried about conceiving so soon after a miscarriage, I felt guilty for not taking the doctors advice and waiting for one cycle, I felt concerned that by not listening it would happen again and I could lose my baby. Then there's another side to me that's hurt, angry, feeling empty and wishing that I was either going into my 13th week of pregnancy or at least pregnant again. I suppose it's all part of the healing process and I'm sure many of you can relate to the ups and downs I'm having right now. My partner and I will be trying this cycle I just hope that it works. The overwhelming urge to be pregnant is frightening considering we weren't even trying last time and had been careful for over 11 years without even considering having another child, both of us now realise that we want another and hopefully we'll make it happen soon. Good luck to you all. x