After Hollywood star Brooke Shields gave birth to her first daughter, Rowan, after seven IVF attempts, she was hit with a serious bout of postnatal depression, which led her to contemplate attempting suicide.

“I finally had a beautiful baby girl and I couldn’t look at her. I couldn’t hold her and I couldn’t sing to her or smile…All I wanted to do was disappear and die,” Brooke said at the Hope for Depression Research Foundation, where she was collecting an award.

The 44-year-old actress stopped taking her medication as she thought she didn’t need it, which then led to an almost fatal incident. “That was the week I almost did not resist driving my car straight into a wall on the side of the freeway. My baby was in the back seat and that even p***ed me off because I thought she was ruining this for me.”

Thankfully a friend managed to talk her out of it and she went on to recover and now has another daughter Grier, 3, with husband Chris Henchy.

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